Dirty Laundry
Folding clothes busywork stills my agitation keeps my mind off the image of you wearing the suit you only ever wore to funerals. Never laundered in all the years you had it. Only worn for an hour or two then carefully hung back up like a bat in the back of the closet waiting for the next dark occasion to emerge. Practically new but I washed it before I gave it to the undertaker. Used a whole bottle of fabric softener but that didn't soften their tongues. The whispers twist into an unbalanced load of lies. Underneath yesterday’s towels I stumble upon your shirt the one you wore the day before you spread your brains all over the bedroom wall. Your scent replaced by the smell of detergent spring fresh in the middle of winter. The shirt drops and tears fall. You left me spinning in an endless cycle of unanswered questions. _____________________________________________ September is National Suicide Awareness Month. I stayed with my friend, Sandy for days after h...